Test againg

Okay, now that my first text worked, I’m gonna test to upload a pic from my itouch, let see what happens.

Mmm a picture taking today in hour home

A World with internet

This is just a testing, after waiting zillions of time finally I can mange to have wifi in my iTouch mean while I’m at work … So….

People… Here I come

Plese if youread this *poke me*

I call made the world

Is amazing how a simple call can  change the world, or my world at least.

I know I have wrote a lot about my boy and I, but is the only way I can express all, I feel sad every night knowing that he is so far away and I am so alone … I just … need hi.

I know he gets worry when I tell you about my friends, for some reason I always have more male friends than female, I just have a better conection with them, so … I try not to meet them so much and he won’t get worried about it … I know him and I know if he were going to meet some female friend … I will be green of jelousy … I know me

Anyway … few months and I just hope all goes good for us and we can meet again in 3 months … I am really looking forward for it.

And every day … I wait for his call  that make my day

What a day!

I have nothing good to say about my day, seems that is still Monday, you know, that horrible monday that you dont want to see come.

My Monday was bad, at work as usual, nothing changes there, my boss is a SOB and really he is … then I came home and internet was down, and worse, my radio alarm is death, I just dunno what happend, but I can tell you that I have an idea about it.

And today? … omg silly me, I just forgot that my boy will be out and about with some collegues from work, and I was all day expecting his call, his long email … nothing came, nothing appears on my screen … how sad I was, this adding that last night we couldnt talk … 5hrs!!! of difference we have between eachother, that didnt help so much really .. *sigh*

I came home and thanks GOD! internet was up again, so I opened inmediately Skype and called to his mobile, but no … no answer … SILLY SPAD!!!! he forgot his mobile at home, I just called home and talked with the mom and she told me that he was just coming in … what a relief!

Oh dear my dear, never do that to me again, I was just missing  you all day, and all what I wanted was to chat with you … damnt I miss you so much and things are not fun when you are not around … I need you like the air to breath.

At least … there are some people that really have fun together

Lucky them …

 

Sorry about my english!!!!

A night for us

I don’t remember when was the last time that we went out for a dance, or maybe I do, and I can tell you that was long time ago in a Newyorker Jazz Club Bar, very impresive I must confess.

Last Friday at home, I was looking for some place where I could go and dance meanwhile I was doing some RL stuff. I ended in a magical place called Japan Tempura Island, and the style reminds me to some Japanese Animation Movies.

Anyway … I looked all night long for a nice dress to wear on Saturday night, I was so determinated to take Spad with me and enjoy the few time that we have for us. I couldn’t ask for the most fantastic time, because I was living it at that moment, just to be with him, all is magic and special, he make my life like that and is the life that I always want to live, just to think that RL is a stuff that we must do, and live of our dreams, or how I say … My dreams keep me alive.

 

What is love?

Last night I get by mistake online with my old msn account, I stopped to use it about 10 months ago, and didn’t realise that was online with it automatically. NM, the thing is that a guy started to chat with me, he was on my friend list, but I must confess that I hardly remember his nick or name.

So, this guy told me that he doesn’t love her wife anylonger and I told him that I have a boyfriend and that he is my life, he said “No one have said that to me” and then he asked me what is Love for me … and here is my answer:

For me, love is when you have problems and you hear the voice of your special person and all that probles seems to go so far away, love is when you feel alone but when that person came and hug you, you are full of life, love is when you look into his eyes and you can see your life inside, love is to give all what you have and make a package to share with your patner, forever and ever, love is when you hug that person and a smile come to your face, you feel free and relief.

That is love for me, and all what I can say is … Just God knows how much I miss my boy.

HUUUUUG

Second day and I still can use the WIFI neighbor at home, it is nice cuz I can have the chance to chat with my boy, but what I really wish is to give him a real hug!

Thanksfully Zelly from Striking Poses did a adorable couple pose, is based on the famous Olsen Twins. Anyhow you always can use them with whom you want.

I Adore Spad and just God knows how much I miss him.

A Great Evening

After thinking and thinking what to do, if I stay where I am living now, or I should move back home, I decided to stay, at least, I won’t have to get up at 5am in the morning every day and drive for 1hr and 15mins to the bus station and then 30 minutes to my job.

So … I did my bag, I went to work and at 6pm I came home, with a resignation spirit, is something that I must do untill I can come back with my boy.

There is just one thing that make my day, is to hear his voice when he call to my mobile, but today finally was special, because I could manage to get internet at home, how? … easy peasy … I went to talk with the neighbor in the 2nd floor and guess what I HAVE INTERNET AT HOME NOW!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, time for a picture!!!

Thanks for be my life

For some reason, I have stoped to post on my blog … as you know, I have my SL work and is to post for Zelly Mornington’s blog, she is the owner of Striking Poses and I just love what I do.

But my days are getting so much busy, that sometimes I feel lot of sadness in my life, and get worse when I think in the past months, to realise that I don’t have the time that I used to, and that I can’t spend my life with the person that I love.

Thanksfully, SL is still there, for me just on weekends, but at least I have the chance to do nice things with my boy, even that he doesn’t come online so much, he is still there, always waiting for me, always helping me when I need it.

So … Spad Bonetto, Thanks for be the most amazing boyfriend (fiance) that I have ever had!!

I just look at  you and I love you every day more and more.

I am in love

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